I'm sure your totally sick of me being depressed and writing Debbie Downer posts.
But it's where I'm at, and if you don't check my blog for a while, I'll totally understand.
I put on a happy face all day (and most of the time I truly am having happy moments), but the dark pain is always there. Always trying to rear its head out. And I spent extra energy during the day trying to push out painful memories and reminders.
I've been trying really hard to look on the bright side.
Heck ... I'm a bright-side kinda girl.
But some days are just really hard.
Days that you fight back tears.
Days like today.
Here are a few things that are really hard.
Watching a movie and realizing books like this .... are on your coffee table.
Getting your weekly email updates titled: Your Belly - 10 Weeks ...
But your not.
Being able to choose between 2 pair of pants because that's all the fit.
Okay ... I'm done for now.
Thanks for letting me grieve with you ... no matter how annoying it is for you.
There are a bagillion positives that have come out of our unfortunate circumstance.
I'll write about those soon!