Tuesday, February 1, 2011

feb 1st

Ever since our two miscarriages, I've had a love affair with birds.

Sometimes I like to think they are my angel babies, fluttering by to say hello to their mama.

So you can imagine how I felt when I pulled out February's calendar.

I was dropped to my knees and reduced to tears this morning.

Our 2nd angel baby would have been due this month.

Days and months pass, but the pain comes back in very large, very real waves.
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3 comments:

Kinsey Piscitelli said...

Wow, that's cool. That is God sending you a love note :)

Unlikely Oilfield Wife said...

Hold dear to those little signs from above. Proof you're being looked after.

mrsmouthy said...

I feel the same way about birds and butterflies. I sometimes talk to them like they're my angel baby. :)