Thank you for your honesty. We don't actually know each other but I used to go to OCC and think I got hooked onto your blog through Jodie or the McPhersons. Anyway, I am feeling the same way tonight. I hate feeling this way because really, how fortunate am I in so many ways. And yet, other people's lives so often look better. I am sorry for your miscarriages and those feelings you have shared. My husband and I have been trying to conceive for almost 2.5 years now, fertility testing came up empty- "nothing's wrong." I look at so many people with children and question why not us. I is a hard place to be but you remind me I am not alone. I don't know if you've heard of or read Hannah's Hope by Jennifer Saake, but I recommend it. It gives a Christian perspective on dealing with feelings of loss, anger, jealousy, etc when it comes to miscarriage, infertility or adoption loss. Redirects you to God's plan. I have read it and plan to do so again, it gave me so much comfort. Thanks again for the words and emotions you share on this blog.
Ah Buddy, I'm so sorry! If I could change things for you, I sure would! We're praying for you, for sure!
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