You know that "thing" women get once a month?
That "thing" we hope NOT to get because we want to be pregnant.
Mine came today.
I'm not a fan of it.
Quite spiteful actually.
Trying my best to have an outward attitude that is NOT reflective of the mood going on inside my body.
Someone trying to be nice (and they were) said, "Well, on the bright side, this was your first month trying."
Let me fill everyone in on a little something.
It doesn't feel that way.
Because, the truth is, we have been trying for a healthy pregnancy since last June.
And I'm just not quite ready to look on the bright side today.
I'm gonna give myself today to feel sorry for myself.
Tomorrow will be a new day.
And we have fun plans with friends.