i have a confession to make.
if you've never had a miscarriage, you might think i'm totally cold-hearted.
but this is my truth.
every time i found out someone else is pregnant ...
my heart sinks a bit.
because i want it to be me.
this in no way diminishes my happiness for them.
just makes me sad for myself.
a bit of a momentary pity party, if you will.